My only Hope

1. I tend to be impulsive wherein I proceed from natural feeling even

without any external stimulus.

2. I am inquisitive hence the need for me to travel and to be exposed

to new foods, people, landscapes and things to do.

3. Development is one thing I can’t do without. Change - i can live

without, but not moving on upward, is something I have not yet adapted

myself into.

4. I value HONESTY. I would rather have you tell me the truth even if

it could hurt me, rather than be lied to. I take lying to me as a sign

that you think of me as a fool, thinking that I would not see through

you.

5. I am a TRUTH-SEEKER, and will go to the ends of the earth to find

answers! It is not enough for me to hear or read what ever ticks my

curiosity. I take initiative when it comes to knowing whats the verity

of anything behind it.

6. I am a people person but I choose to stay in my comfort zone most of

the times… I usually get along well with people, even on the first

meet. Although i get to meet a lot of people with my kind of job, I

still choose to stay where I am safe - and that is with friends who I

can truly be myself with.

7. I value my SANCTUARY - Even if my intellectual and social curiosity

to alot of things brings out the gimikera and lakwatsera nature in me,

I still try to have a time to be alone and reflect on the things that I

have overlooked due to my busy schedule or sometimes just because of my

procrastination. It is important for me to have a regular evaluation

ofmyself, because It is so easy for me to be sidetracked with all the

things that could easily get my attention.

8. I AM NOT RELIGIOUS. A lot of people have asked me before if I were

religious, or seem to remark that I am. I prefer to say that I am a

CHRISTIAN WANNABE. To be Christ-like is more important than to be part

of any religion. I believe that each people are unique and different

and so to become Christ-like needs different stimulus, and that is

where religion for me is insignificant. What matters most is we have

Christ in us, for without Christ we can not do anything, no matter how

our willpower is to be perfect, or no matter how much we wanted to be

good or avoid evil, we are plain human, and that is a fact, only way we

can do that, is through the help of Christ.

9. I GO TO CHURCH FOR MYSELF. I used to believe that going to church is

an obligation that you have to do, wherein you sit stand and kneel for

about an hour and pretend that you are concentrating on that amount of

time, even if it causes you to sin by hating the priest who either

talks about negative things about other people who used to be in your

church, his pathetic illness that needs some medication, or simply

nothing cause you could not understand any word he is saying. Until, I

fell in love with Christ, and wanted to know more about him. I ca hear

a lot of people judging others that they should not sin at all for they

go to church, but honestly, I for myself, go to church because I admit

that I am not perfect and that there are still things that I need to

know, and that is why I go to church.

10. I do not like stress. - I prefer to stay at home all by myself

rather than be stressed in any nice place that you offer to bring me.

11. MY FAMILY IS MY LIFE and I do not know why. I could hate them for a

lot of things, we can even argue and quarrel, be on fistfights when we

were kids, but Ive noticed of myself through the years, that I could

never take seeing them hurt. It is okei if it was me hurting them..lol,

but seeing them being hurt or taken advantaged of by others, that is

where anybody could cross the line between earning my friendship with

him and seeing the worst enemy in me. AND my family and I could hate

each other to the point of not speaking forever but when the time comes

that they would need me, I could never turn my back on them… and I

hate being like that…

12. I love TALKING more than CHATTING, for me a conversation with sense

is better than any amount of blahs. Quality over Quantity.

13. I HATE BACKSTABBERS - For me the best thing a true friend can do

for a friend is to be honest, especially if they need to be corrected.

Valuing your friend is better than valuing your friendship, for without

true friends in a friendship, it is never a friendship. hate hearing

people complain about their friends, like seriously, if youve got some

issues with a friend, if you wanna work it out, youd let’ them

know..for how can you help in a person’s attitude by talking about them

behind their backs? A true friend would never let any friend walk

outside a toilet with a tissue hanging out of their butts without

telling them. It just takes tact. I believe that if a person can tell

bad things about their friends behind their back, and pretend to be

totally friends, as if that person never said anything about their

friends behind their back, then that person can totally do it to me.

14. At times, I could hate you for telling me the truth, but when my

mind pushes out of my wounded ego, I totally could just laugh about my

ridiculous reaction and behavior for what Ive heard, and even apologize

to you for doing so.

15.I dislike people who are CHOOSY in friends, for me, having friends

who only qualifies in a person’s certain criteria, automatically

disqualifies that person to be my friend.

16. Sleeping for me is the best luxury on earth - that is why i prefer

a King size bed, comforter, a full size mattress set, vanilla cinamon

aromatherapy and only the best for my bedroom, coz I stay there most

of my time.

17. I love watching DVD series…because I tend to be impatient when it

comes to knowing whats gonna happen next…

18. I can say that I do not love cooking since it is not a task that I

dream of myself doing everyday…but I LOVE COOKING SPECIAL MEALS FOR

PEOPLE SPECIAL TO ME I take my time in planning and preparation and

its important for me to know every detail… even from the purchasing

of the Ingredients…this should be the best from the dining set, to

the wine or drinks, to the music, and this is what I love doing…so

those special people should really appreciate my cooking for them…and

this is also the reason why I do not love cooking as a daily

task…hey! it takes time to do everything…

19. i LOVEEEEE SPORTS! i love the drive to win, and i love the feeling

of winning, i love having to look up to a goal, and i love the feeling

of finishing that goal with flying colors…=)

20. I prefer to be Unique rather than conform…

21. I enjoy conversing… as you can see how long each “things about

trish” i had spoken. You can talk to me about one topic, and it could

take up hours and still we wouldnt run out of things to talk about…or

should i say I?

22. I can easily adapt and learn, so all these things Ive mentioned

could change…if I want them to…

23. i love studying almost anything and everything about life. I love

new experiences and the thrills…

24. I stay at home most of the times…and I do not go out just for the

sake of going out…My motto in going out is: Since its gonna take my

time away from my beloved laptop, might as well enjoy it to the

fullest, party if in a party, bond if with your family, connect if with

your friends…live in the moment…in tagalog: OA! lol

25. I drive a black manual lancer car thingy, which I share with my bro

and sis who are always out. It doesn’t have power steering which gives

me the shoulders of a goddess…oh yeah, im optimistic and cheerful

most of the time…